You Asked Me To Describe It So I Did
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fist/
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adream/ but/ iamnothatlucky/ youarelucky/ shesaid/
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thereisafamilyofmiceinmylungs/ theyaretramplingonmychest/ &icantbreathe/
itwillpasssoon/
shesaid/ iwantyoutodescribeit/ again/ isaid/
itfeelslike/ speedingdownonewaystreets/ nodirection/ nostoplights/ and/ &/
andthecarsdonthavebrakes/doesnothavebrakes/imeanmyheartdoesnthavebreaks/imeanicantbreathe/icantsee/ yousaiditwouldgetbetter/whyisthereafistinmythroat/whyaretheremiceinmylungs/whatdotheywant/whatdothemicewant/
fromme/whatdoeseveryonewant/whatdoeseveryonewantfromme/doctor/ doctor/icanfeelit/ icanfeelhowimgoingtofailyou/howimgoingtofail/howiamgoingtobreak/going2crash/allflame/norebirth/
doctor/
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whydoifeelthisway/ recovery/
shesaid/ sucks/
andthen/ itgetsbetter/
butnotyet/ now/ itisjust/ ahighway/acrookedinterstate/
thatwouldgivemeanxiety/ isaid/
shesaid/ iknow/