our ground is shaking,
stunning us out of sleep,
I go room by
room tracing my ruin: how did this make you
feel?
“It’s in this moment that her own unwinding is set in motion: inner belts slacken, gears list out of mesh, a membrane of wordless fury slips between the cogs as she feels a primal ligature wrenched up from some deep hollow, like the cracked glyphs of an abandoned alphabet or cached seeds. Staring up at the zero-sum of him, she feels one of those seeds plant itself in the humus of her grief, unaware of how quickly that seed will sprout a fixation on the fugues of what it is to be made, unmade, and then made all over again, though never quite the same.”
Read MoreThe sailboat isn’t really moving. That’s the nature of paintings — they seem to be caught in some other plane of time. This highway, outside our motel room, was an infinite line and we a point equidistant from both ends. Trucks roared past in the night. The desert life was silent, as silent as the infinite stars that scar the face of the sky.
Read MoreThey called me
a test of his faith. I grew my skin
thick as observation glass,
tried to tempter the taps of cross examination.
I didn’t know how to explain
what a twelve-year-old body doesn’t know.
Well, your grandmother and I
used to talk before we went to sleep.
Sometimes for an hour.
She was as beautiful as Earth once. And, Earth was beautiful once –
before they pointed to their crosses and proved that even a goddess
could be crucified and every last snake could be driven away.
I wouldn’t look where I was going -
close my eyes, flood, savor the flow.
The stream erased the canyon
and someone erased the stream.
I notice myself breathing in
I’ve waited so long for this harvest and
am reminded of the power in waiting
I notice myself breathing out